what lies in the depths of the shadow

I had my feet stretched out a bit in the casted shadows of the conference room table. After a few shuffles, before I knew it, there was a foot on top of the tip of my left foot. At that moment, I attempted to pull it out from under with a small tug and after several tries, I was unable to. I realized, then, that I should have jerked my foot out with a lot more force at the initial contact. At this moment, several thoughts went through my head. First, it would be weird for me to pull out with obvious force after this elapsed time, since someone's foot being on your foot should have been an immediate attention getter. Second, what the freak is wrong with my co-worker and how could he not realize his foot was firmly (with quite a bit of force too) on top of someone else's foot? It was a conference room after all. There aren't many things underneath a conference room table. Did he so happen to think he got lucky and found a foot rest from out of the shadows of the table? I know he was aware of the bump, or at least he had to be, because I could feel his feet wiggle around a bit (without actually lifting up so I could escape). Luckily, after several minutes of elapsed time, I think it came to his awareness and he finally shifted and I quickly pulled my feet back to my chair. It was a big moment of weirdness.

the rest is still unwritten

Every now and then I turn back into a teenage boy driven by hormones as opposed to a middle-20's man driven by hormones. Today was one of those days...

Natasha Bedingfield said she loves me! Well alright, I shouted out "I love you Natasha!" while watching her at Radio Alice's Now & Zen Fest and it was just a natural response from her, but I'll take it anyway! Sure my group of friends were the only ones who were probably big fans of her's there (way too many Maroon 5 chicks) and my total adoration of her left me with a lot of strange looks from the crowd, but whatever, it was quite a moment. Can't wait for Jem in a month so I can pull off the same obsessiveness. It's all wonderful.

and i'm free

I never lost so much.
I never loved so much.
And it's better now it's done.

site factoids

I've been looking over my site statistics and noticed a few odd search terms that have led people astray to my site (well some aren't that odd, but I wonder who is searching for that term). And here it goes:

previn wong (that's my cousin, but I wonder who is looking him up)
dove chair (which is the name of a furniture I designed for a class I took--did I steal the idea through ignorance?)
vienna teng stalk hot (or some variation of it--and I get a lot of them)
visuallydiscreet (which is my screen name on aim)
gayest animal (???)
creep jack (hmmm....)
food of alabhama (I don't think the word alabhama has ever shown up on my site--until now)

Oh and I looked at Nam's site statistics too and the only search terms that lead people to his site are:

ryan reynolds
gay (mutually exclusive from the above term of course)

That's it.

As for Pung, he will be happy to know that people found their way to his site by searching for:

lazy homeless bums and winos

I didn't notice anything peculiar about Eric's statistics though.